a day for thanksgiving, of celebrating the harvest but,
today there are no celebrations. i can harvest only grief.
i can not remember what to be thankful for.
all equinoxes are not equal
for 9 months now i have avoided writing about grief.
today i find it unavoidable
a year ago today we were all in the park celebrating Aidan's 1st birthday.
today there are no celebrations.
today like every day i wake up and look at your picture on the wall and i miss you
today i find i still can not write about grief,but just saying the word is a start.
all equinoxes are not equal
today i stand on the threshold and welcome Lugh the sun king as he becomes the lord of shadows,
maybe in this cycle of darkness i will process this grief
maybe at spring equinox i will ,like Kore find my way out of the labyrinth. maybe.
maybe on the next cycle of the wheel i return. maybe.
all equinoxes are not equal
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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